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I gots a new phone =)

I am now way more in debt but at least I have a phone that works.

serving class in the morning.. hopefully if I serve i get some nice tippers. marketing test in the afternoon... hopefully i ace this one.... first one i got two wrong, second test i got one wrong...

sad that I won't get to watch the liverpool match because of school.... I'll have my necklace on though and when not serving I'll be wearing my gerrard jersey!

Right now I'm in a good mood which is nice. I got exempted from my Gen-Ed courses since I have equal credits from University.

I decided to make a list of random things that make me happy.

10. when the exact song you want to here comes on
9. the number 9
8. Disney Princess stickers
7. seeing IKR (I know right) and thinking Iker! (Casillas)
6. the mini koala stuffed animal holding my lamp cord from Erika
5. my liverpool dressing room plaque
4. Michelle'sadorerdollylux picture posts
3. Re-reading messages from my cosmic twin
2. crazy e-mails from my sister
1. getting mail

spain/argentina game: loved watching the boys. they play beautifully and with passion and i love just getting to see them. Slightly sad to see my argentinan boys because I knew they had to lose.

england/brasil game: sadly fell asleep and missed the second half. sad I didn't see my english babies. kaka was beautiful and just i adore his grace on the pitch.

x factor: I missed last week so caught up and can't believe that Lucie is gone and the dumbass twins are still around. Simon infuriated me and needs to respect people more. Especially the other judges.

wedding: friend's wedding on Friday was absolutely beautiful and amazing. Everyone (in the party) looked gorgeous. Jess (the bride) pretty much wrote the entire ceremony and it was beautiful. The vows had tears in my eyes and it was a good time. I wish I could have stayed longer but it was a two or so hour drive and my sister had to work at 8 in the morning.

random: we got a new x-mas tree yesterday. we have to get a fake one since we are away for the holidays. we get a real one at my gramma's though. we put it up so we could see how it looked and since I won't be home really until xmas hols my sister and I get to decorate it later.

me: I have come to this new understanding. I am more calm about things. I realize that a lot of the stress with my brother is my fault as well. I blame him for it all but if I go in all the time expecting him to piss me off then the little things will get to me. I need to accept that I bring equal issues to the situation and start looking at things differently. I don't expect us to suddenly get along great or to be able to live together but we're not so I need to deal with that. I need to stop blaming him for the past and work at getting along now.

tattoos: no matter how desperately I want my next tattoos I can't get them for awhile. I can't afford it. I can't afford school right now so any money I am making should be going toward paying that off and not spending on more tattoos. Also I need to get a new phone since mine is now half-broken. At least I have gotten the majority of my Christmas shopping out of the way.

Happy Birthday to misspride !

I hope you have a wonderful day and here's wishing you the best of everything =D

isn't it so frustrating that when I want to get work done I am practically falling asleep but now that I dont feel great and want to sleep I can't...

I spent an hour trying to fall asleep and couldn't when a mere half hour before that I couldn't stay awake to do work.

well the liverpool result was slightly disappointing though they really had the momentum going there for awhile.

i;m sad nando wasn't playing but YAY Stevie is back! God that man is insanely incredibly gorgeous. So hot.

School is pretty good.. busy with assignments and such. I have a test tomorrow and then on wednesday I have an assignment due and a presentation. Oh and possibley a quiz...

I am looking forward to Thursday though. I have a manicure booked and then I am going home and on Friday it is ma friend's wedding. Which should be exciting!! I'm looking forward to it I know he will have an awesome wedding.

I hope Yossi isn't out for long.... and I hope that Riera is ok.

why oh why wont my babies be playing... so sad.

my setanta connection will be gone during the day so I`ll have to stream the liverpool game.

i have a new tattoo.

i am going with boy to get a tattoo today. Cèst pour son fete. He did however reject my idea of getting the liverbird... oh well

we are into week 4 of classes... theoretically I am done my fourth week. Tomorrow morning I leave on a field trip to a couple of hotels in Toronto and then Horseshoe Valley Resort. We are staying at Horseshoe overnight and returning Friday afternoon. SO no classes Thursday or Friday but I have two assignmetns to do on the trip. One for Front Office Operations and one for Marketing.

I have a new fav pub. The British Arms. It is downtown Barrie and has this awesome atmosphere. My friend and I have made Tuesday our pub night and we go to the BA for dinner and drinks. They have live music and last week the guy was amazing. David Cavan Fraser. We bought his cd. I even ended up doing my Bar set-up assignment for Mixology on the BA.

Saturday I am going to a masquerade ball. The LGBTQA at school is hosting it and it is a Venetian Masquerade Ball. It should be a good time. Nicole's girlfriend is up for the weekend too so she's coming. I bought this cool simple black and silver mask for it.

I have a fun boy story! ( read if you wish )

All in all things are looking up I hope. Well this is the happy things I didn't go into the panic attacks and breakdowns but who wants to read about that. I'll see a doctor about them and I have a counseling appointment next Friday.

Title: Love is the Key
Pairing: Stevie x Fernando
Rating: PG-13 tops
Disclaimer: FICTION
Summary: Opposites attract
AN: Just a little drabble I wrote in my sports and society class whilst ogling the prof

( Love is the Key )

So adorerdollylux "tagged" me for this and she, the blessed soul, gave me Fernando Torres. So this ws actually very hard. and some I couldn't choose between more than one

( hotness )

Let me know if you want to do it and I can give you a name =D

First week of classes is done and I have survived. In fact I pretty much love all my classes with the exception of College Communications and Marketing. However both will be bearable.

I made a friend! Yay. She's really cool and we hit it off pretty much immediately at the Orientation day. She's one of those people that after just a few minutes you can tell you're going to be good friends with. Coincidentally enough she lives near Waterloo which is where I've beenthe last 3 years and she actually remembers seeing me at the theater back when I worked there.

I have a crish on my Sports and Society prof and Ive only seenhim for like 40 minutes. I get to see him Monday haha It's my only class on Monday.

I got my TATTOO on Thursday!!!! It was random and not really planed. I was just goign to make an appointment and the guy said he could do it then. so YAY I am totally in love with it. I love my others too but there is something about this one that I just want to keep staring at it. Which considering it is on the back of my neck causes some difficulties. I've never looked in mirrors quite so much as lately.

( tattoooooo )

I have my Orientation manana! AAAhhh! Exciting and nerve warcking!

So on my Weekends fic which is over at the sernando community I just udated with a new chapter. This chapter took awhile... mainly because my mind kept coming up with strange ideas... Pepe would show up to the rescue or other random players that would have no reason to be there....

Anyhow I wrote a crack alternate chapter to get it out of my head before writing the real chapter and so here it is:

( crack chapter 8 of weekends )

Apparently I am a...

Thespian
You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.

Your strength: Your warm heart

Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions

Your power color: Black

Your power symbol: Musical note

Your power month: February


feeds.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

I am in Barrie now. I moved on Thursday night and am all settled in now. I've been busy since then too.... What with unpacking everything and then getting my books and student id. I also applied to a few places. I also checked out a tattoo parlor, nearly died biking to the mall (lots of hills the way back was better) oh and got my bus pass so I can bus places instead haha. Well there are some places I wouldn't want to bike and I'm too lazy to bike or walk to campus all the time.


watching the spain game... c;est half time right now. but yay Silva scored. Little David!!!! he's so cute.

I swear I had more I was going to say but I forget it all now...

p.s. why does iker still have the beard? can anybody give me a reason for this?

I am done work! Last night was my last shift at the Superstore hoorah!

Only two more days until I move.

I am going to Waterloo today.

Life is momentarily good =)

i finished reading Perfume: story of a murderer today. i may have started reading it becasue of Sergio Ramos but it drew me in on its own and was quite amazing.  There's such a unique world created through the eyes (or nose more appropriately) of the main character and even in its horrifying, immoral parts it remains captivating. I recommend reading it.

Today has been my day to relax, I don't work and I have nothing planned. I slept in and then stayed in bed reading all morning. I read, watched some Charmed and in general just enjoyed my day. I wish I had more days like this but alas I work Friday - Monday. Tuesday and wEdnesday I do the final preparations for leaving for school and Thursday evening I leave for Barrie. (Finally) adn then it's getting settled in there buying books, my uniform for food and beverage services, looking for a job and then school starts.

Things to Look Forward to:
- leaving this house
- starting my new path
- the weekend in september when I'm going to Waterloo
- hopefully getting my tattoo that weekend
- the tfc game I got tickets to on October 10th
- leaving this house

Title: Shadows of Love
Pairing: Fernando Torres x Steven Gerrard
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Fernando's third season at Liverpool is starting and things aren't the same as before
Disclaimer: Well the people exist...

I am awake. I slept for 3 hours woohoo!

So in those short hours of sleep I had a dream in which I was writing a lj post or something along those lines but sort of directed to a friend like a letter.... anyhow in it I came up with a new way of counting down the days until I leave.

I leave in Fernando Torres + Iker Casillas days. (9 + 1)

Except in my dream I had wrong numbers on players for some reason.... Like Fernando was 7 and Agger was 4 but I wrote Stevie instead of Agger and it looked sort of like Finn...

Or there is the single player method. I leave in a Spanish Cesc days (10)

Haha my mind amuses me...

So I applied to a pub&grill and cafe on my campus this morning. That would be a convenient location to get a job. I suppose I could apply at the grocery store as well. That one I have to do in person but I will be there the day I move in anyhow to get well groceries.... As much as I don't like my job it is a part-time job with decent enough hours.

i can't sleep.

I wish i were asleep right now but instead i am sitting here tired but awake. It is 2:30. I should be sleeping.

so i changed the layout for my journal.... i was getting tired of the old one. why do all the ones i am interested in require the paid account? I simply cannot justify paying for an account. I'd love to be able to have more userpics and all those other perks but I can barely justify anything i buy right now. Certainly not the tattoo I hope to get soon. Not the coffee and dinner I will be buying tomorrow (later today)

i had two energy drinks at work today... i wonder if that has something to do with this (before you say duh i'd like to point out they normally have no effect on me) god that would suck... besides it should have worn off by now even if it did affect me.

so this is like the third post i've made tonight. and nothing exciting is happening.

( 100 questions... ).</div>

I leave in eleven days for Barrie and my place for school. I cannot wait. Being in this house is killing me.
My room is the only place that feels at all like home here now...

My friend and I were talking about where we want to live and such things last night and my three choices were England, Spain or Mexico. I need to get out of here. I need to be away from my family who drives me off a cliff

I don't think I am going in on presents with my brother anymore. It took him over a month and a half to pay me back for his half and this was with me constant reminding him and giving him a paper with the amount on it. Then he goes and loses the paper so I need to try and figure out the amount again. Also he did jackshit for this gift. I came up with the idea. I hunted for it. I went and got it/ordered it. I originally bought it. I wrapped it. All he had to do was pay me and he fucked that up. The only thing is it is hard to buy things by myself since I am broke and I love spoiling my sister way too much. Ugh at least I'm free until Christmas for having to deal with that...